As the title suggests, it is yet another snowstorm day! Whoopie! We've literally been getting snow storms and snow falls every 3 days, or so it seems.  I for one am sick of them!

I went to the Blueberry Hill pub and restaurant at school today with a few close friends from class and we discussed how these snow storms are a pain in the ass. They literally make me depressed.  Lately, I've been taking Vitamin D pills in addition to the Multi-Vitamins I've been taking for over a year and apparently Vitamin D is supposed to be good for you in terms of preventing some cancers and especially preventing depression due to lack of sunlight. Now let me tell you... it's NOT WORKING!  I am probably really depressed, even more so then I ever was before because of these frequent snow storms occurring so close together and my Anxiety are at their highest.  So high, that when I went out with my boyfriend last night, I had an extreme anxiety attack and begged him to take me home because I was having trouble breathing and feeling dizzy.  I must also include that I have PTSD (Post-Traumatic Stress Disorder) so that is also the reason why I randomly have anxiety attacks and suffer from night terrors every so often.  But  with the dark gloomy winter days re-occurring and freezing wind blowing in my face as I was walk home from the bus  - today it hit me hard!  I realized that I really can't take it anymore... well I never COULD! But today, I've really had enough and I just want spring to come.  Enough with the cold, windy, -23 degree weather... let's get some sun, please? For health reasons?!

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